“Change” Helloย 

Hello..its been a while… I am so busy with life and didn’t get a chance to update. Umm so..i just straight forward introducing myself to all who visit my sites๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿป

I am a girl ,i was born on 5 january  Capricorn๐ŸŒฝ๐ŸŒถ,But sorry people,i am more to talking about my weight here ๐ŸŒž Bcause i care.

So, I weight about 65 kgs. And was close to overweight.. 

I faced so many problems on my own..have you ever thought that it must be something you wanna change to yourself? Sometimes you feels like you’re the most ugliest person in the world ,that you feel sorry and pity for your boyfriend to have you hahahaha and sometimes you feel down bcause you’re afraid you’ll lose him and he look at another girl. (Nauzubillah) 

Its not that i am negative..let me share you a story of my past relationship with this demanding guy and not supportive… He once said that 

“ohh look at that girl..so in shape …if you were her I can’t stand it,thats my taste” while staring at that girl and said that to me.

Thats so..ummm.. i hate it. Its rude for me.But do you know what I did? I work it for him!!! I knew i can do it too , he keep telling me that i don’t know how to make myself pretty and whatnots,and yeah ofcourse We broke up ,who wants to have toxic people in their life? 

And from that, i’ve learn how to manage and transform myself. By that time…i work myself and try to find any guide from internet but i did not find any which makes me sad and keep thinking how can I get motivated ,how am I gonna do this,and then i know i can do it by my own..i can even help people,So that is my aim why im on this right now. While that,i was thinking…what if theres someone who need help like I do? Well i mean…there are people who motivate me but they re youtubers who’s allready rich and perfect.I need something to open my eyes and believe. And then…….yea looking at myself..i have a lot to improve..well, let see. 

Its time to change . And here what I want to change.

What do I need to change?

  • Hair
  • Skin
  • Body

Hair-I need to trim my hair,Give it a little wow by coloring it brown.

  1. Smoothen the hair by buying a right shampoo and conditioner 
  2. Takecare of it! With arganoil,coconut oil or olive oil.
  3. Take supplements that can improve skin and hair too(i believe guardian have it) 
  4. Sleepwell for the health of hair .
  5. Buy a new comb that suitable.
  6. Avoid heat and avoid tie-ying the hair too tight.


  1. Don’t use facewash
  2. Sip a lot of water. Yes,drink it..but you need to sip little by little so our inside can absorbs it easily. Imagine if you pour too much on a cotton, the excess water would left there . and this might give you a lot of peeing bcause the body don’t absorb it, its just a waste. 
  3. I recommend the Kiss skincare mask,apply it 3 times a week for a great result and skin will clear.
  4. I do use sulphur soap but not everyday, twice a week โœ…
  5. Take supplement by kordel clearskin and evening primrose oil.
  6. Always remove makeup and never sleep with makeup.
  7. Don’t rub face with towel , but pat itโœ…
  8. When its time to do an outdoor activities, Apply a 60spf or 50spf sunscreen . I ‘ve heard that Spf that are high is not good but can damage skin. (maybr depends on the product) But I recommend Sunplay sunscreens.
  9. Wash face with rice water (everytime wokeup in the morning) , it can lighten the skin.


  • Dealing with body odor
  1. Wax armpit 
  2. I admit i have a problem with body odor..But I did it! Its gone! Know whats the secret? Nahhhh its not a secret ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ The thing is use a spray deadorant of Playboy , smells good .It doesnt darken the armpit.
  3. One more tips,once you spray it on,let it dry first by laying on bed under the fan or air-conditionr ,so this lessen the sweats if u have any . but always always always let it dry on skin and it will last longer.You’ll smell good all day
  4. Bodysoap, use milkysoap. It is rich in vitamin.
  5. Perfume
  6. Always apply body lotion before bed.Because ,in my experience, if i applied it during the day ,i will became more sweaty and uncomfortable.
  7. Always do laundry and dip cloths in softlan lavender! 

I think thats all from me now. Im going to update more soon. Im still working on myself too.

Exhale the stress


Excuse the failed panorama because i was pakai escalator
 Lastnight, before jalan at Yayasan, I went to The Mall , tau mall mana? The only one mall in Brunei located di gadong. hahah apakan… orang called it gadong usually, mall tah ertinya tu. Well, yesterday was fun… i went to the optic shop, And oh myyyy I fell in love with prada glasses ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ The frame is so flawless and suits every face shape , I guess .. Forgot to take a photo of the spect .. shiz.. ๐Ÿ˜ž But, yeahh . on wishlist โœ… I’ll update soon about it! Need it ASAP! means, need to learn money management Hahahaha . (It cost about 400$ BND) , 400 nasi katok ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜‚ 

And!!!! Not to forget, after the mall, i went to this small shops located in Kiulap , infront of IGS college, The items are not expensive at all, the price range is from $1-$70 only, consisted of girl stuff! and its fun if you bring enough pocket money , you can find teddy bear at a cost of $1 , jewellery , buy any 2 get 1 free!!!! Jeans and shorts … etc…The themes of clothes is the combination of summer and spring style! ๐Ÿ˜Ž๐ŸŒพ I recommend this .   

Thats the only shop opened tho,so easy for you to spot.

And when malam tiba, balik time ๐ŸŽˆDriving in midnight , the road is peace and quiet scary tho.  

Somewhere ontheway to peaceful Jerudong
Finally, buleh nyaman sleep balik home…be thankful for today… 

Brunei trevi fountain

Lastnight , i went to Yayasan complex with my family…and i was passing the air trajun at the center of yayasan…and took a picture of it.. I was suprised when I found out there’s a plenty of coins under the fountain?! hehehe idk… I called it fountain sja lah. And this reminds me of TREVI FOUNTAIN IN ROME , what I knew about the coins tossing, it is a tradition of people in rome..i think.. Thousands of visitor tossed a coin there,this is related to their belief..to have a good fortune, and they says you should stand with your back to the TREVI FOUNTAIN . wow..intresting..

I think, tourist is the one who bring the traditions here in Brunei or people yang accidentally dropped their coins? hahaha..While no ones notice about this, its ok..let me discover and find out. This is fun . ๐Ÿ˜ 

Watch this video below๐Ÿ’•

 Tossing coins in rome is a wishlistโœ… Not just for being romantic , but you should know that we also helped the needy! wow?! Trevi fountain collected about 1 million annually (i have read it before) ,and they runs food and social programes for the needy worldwide.